after me and u were through...started picturing me and u...in this perfect world  ...together forever...guess not...that sam...that biotch!!!...fuckhim...cant stand my life lookin at him...with u...u were my onley fears...tears...modivation....2 this drama nation...now itz gone...i tried 2 hold on...1 word...1sound..1vibration and it can end up in this disasterious nation....

after the hardest i try 2 move foward...and walk toward..the next love...i cant...i always look at my past love with worry...ends 2 depression...2 depression...2 worry...if shes still thinking...of me?...or someonelse...couldnt b...she said i was perfect 4 her?...but i wasnt...i didnt care...with dispair...like gum in my hair...more worried about that....now its different...such u suck up...burrying myself deaper and deaper...then shes gone...she wont come back...like grabbing air...theres nothing there...and what your goin 2 grab just wont come back...

i just wish it was a dream...wake up beside u...sayin i love u...and look at your warm smile...going back 2 sleep just knowin ...your there...i would do anything 2 just wake up there...its all the past...if she still loves me...itll take me 6 words...and she can b mine...but will she b mine forever???